Standing at that line. In the darkness of dawn, light drizzle, waterproofs packed in the van, sun just barely kissing the sands lining the Great Ocean Road. Little me. Crowded by a host of lyrcra-clad bodies. Lorna Jane, Adidas, Nike all screaming my name at once. Crowd pulsating with nervous energy. I was separated from my friends, in a world of my own, surprizingly calm, awaiting my fate of hill runs and 23kms of rolling challenge. I decided, while I was waiting for the starting gun, it was time for my first track of the day...Chasing the Sun. Strangely appropriate with powerful beats as I stood stock still.
'We've only just begun
Hypnotized by drums
Until forever comes
You'll find us chasing the sun'
Anticipation washed over me as I savoured the dance tracks I save just for running. The ones that breathe life and energy into me. Thank god I'd stayed up the night before moving my favourites into my playlist. The first 14km's were the part of the half marathon I'd been dreading. Never run a hill run in my life, only flats, thanks to my love for running originating from my move to Melbourne. I'd run the Tan quite a few times, but hardly a match for the destination of tourists marveling at the views from the cliffs, the mist floating above the ranges and the breathtaking scenery thanks to the mountains that dropped down into the crashing waves.
All too soon the throng appeared to move forward and I realised this was it. This was the reason I'd said no to alcohol the previous week (minus one night's exception - thanks Chin Chin) and ran up to 30km in training, weeks on end, in the lead up. Please, if nothing else, I wished in my head, let me enjoy this, for the exceptional track it is. And so I set off. Slow slow slow, thanks to the bottle neck crowds snaking up the very first hill out of Kennett River. Lucky I'm not aiming for a speedy fast time, I thought to myself, unable to overtake, none of us able to tap into the adrenalin of starting, surging through our body.
Luckily I believe that crowd forced me to keep to a reserved 6:30mins/km as I realized I'd been holding myself back until I got to the downhills and then I let loose. The numbers dispersed as a whole crowd left me for dead and I breathed in my surroundings. Slight hitch as my phone, my music source, fell out of my belt holder onto the road and abruptly cut off my energy flow. I quickly rescued it, feeling like I was in Pamplona running with the bulls, plugged it back in, and click, the girl was back in action.
Luckily Avicii kicked in.
'Oh. Sometimes
I get a good feeling, yeah
I get a feeling that I never, never, never had before, no no
I get a good feeling, yeah'
I found myself chasing multiple
Run for River tops and countless other bodies, lost in the mindset I needed to get in to conquer my first 14kms worth of hills. I knew the drink stations off by heart. Never try any firsts on race day said
Alissa Camplin and many an athlete I follow. I had my coffee shot safely tucked away in my belt, not when I'm suffering, but at the 13km drink station, just in case. I've never taken the gel shots before. Used to listening to my body and drinking, eating and carb loading when I feel like it I rarely take any extra boost for extra fuel. Knowing I had NO IDEA what I was getting myself into, I had my 'break glass in case of emergency' potion loaded in my belt. Hitting the 3.1 I drank the energy drink, 8.5, I needed two cups of energy drink, 13.1 I decided I was feeling strong and could last one more station before cracking the potion.
I had in my mind three major hills.
Then I knew it was clear sailing...
Just as I was nearing the second hill I heard ooohs, and ahhhs. There was a koala perched in the fork of one of the gum trees at eye level, fascinated by the ruckus taking place alongside his home in the treetops. What other run allows you to view wildlife, cliffs and seaside while clocking off some major km's? Endomondo was working a treat, reporting on every km I chipped away at and allowing my hubby to teleport sweet words through my ears 'Go Pip Go!', 'You're nearly half way through!', 'last hill complete! don't forget to enjoy the views' a robotic voice, sounding strangely familiar, spoke to me interrupting my dance tunes.
I smiled as I ran, content in the fact it felt like friends, husband and the supporters were watching me, even if the locals that started appearing at the track, 10kms out from Apollo Bay, weren't yelling for me, I felt like they were.
Once I'd conquered the hills around the 15km mark I felt it. I felt the ache, the pain and the jolt of hip against joint, knee cap against bone as I realized the thrill of the hills was over. Suddenly reality struck and I knew I the finish would be a mental challenge just as equally as it was physical. I pumped the tunes louder and made sure I had a front row seat of the ocean.
Surprized at all the bodies passing me - all creatures great and small - I persevered. Running my own race, I didn't feel it was safe to chase someone in front just to gain a time, nor to lag behind with some decidedly fit looking people just because that was the pace they were keeping. I was sitting at a comfy 6mins/km. I ran my own race. A few walkers, one with '42km finisher, Gold Coat Airport', who, I thought in my head, if you can finish a 42km, you can surely finish this running, but I reminded myself to leave my judgement behind, everyone has their own way of finishing. If there was one thing I was focused on NEVER EVER doing in this race, it was walking. It still surprizes me that a few of those walkers who I kept overtaking managed to finish just ahead of me. Sssssh! competitive Pip! this is an incredible experience! stop with the comparison. My bad habits were creeping back over me.
Heading towards the 17.5 drink station I slowed down fishing for my caffeine energy shot. Damn it, I thought, it must've slipped out during the phone drop as it had disappeared from my belt. No great loss. I was undecided whether to take it anyway and this just made the decision for me. So as I flew through the water station taking my regular two energy cups as I did, I knew there was a rough 6km's left. I thought hang in there, hold up knees, hips you can do it. There was a little kid sitting on a chair, with a 6km sign on his lap, I thought to myself, there's more than 6km's left little munster, but thanks anyway for suggesting the end is near.
Tunes still pumping I was running in my barefoots, thanking hell my Merrells weren't letting me down. They made me feel gazelle-like even though I'm the height of a meerkat. I never stopped peering through the hedges for a glimpse of sea and losing myself in the floating clouds every few minutes. I appreciated the crisp fresh air every single km. I loved the fact there were no crowds, no cars, very few supporters along the way. Just the road and the runners right up to the township. Heavenly. No fuss. Just runners.
I hit the 'Welcome to Apollo Bay' sign, then a few meters on, the Information sign '3kms' ahead and I knew this would be tough. Body aching, feet yelling at me, hips complaining I realized the challenge was all focused on making it through these last gruelling 3kms. I enjoyed the exhaustion. relished the thought of completing the distance, the longest distance I'd attempted. A couple posed, breaking their run, with a victory sign in front of an Aussie Post box just before entering the Apollo Bay township. I figured they must either be tourists or work for Aussie Post.
Heading over the 21km mark I was amused as there were timing pads but it wasn't the end. It felt like a false finish and I started to slow down, logic kept telling me it wasn't 23km's so keep running! I spotted everyone else running despite the timing clock so kept running. Amateur. Completely confused! So kept running - running running running until the goddamn finish arch that felt like another 10km away.
FINALLY I made it through. Round of applause, crowds all getting excited, rousing, jumping, screaming. Until I realised the bloody fit Kenyans were just behind me and set to take me over just under the Finish banner - probably as they completed their marathon distance!
Look out for a sweaty, bedraggled, victorious meerkat just behind the photos of the whippet fast Kenyans as they crossed the Finish Line. I'm wearing the purple Lorna Jane.
Amen to that sister. Thank you for the strength to run and the energy to spot the koalas.
For this I'm grateful.
Pip
linking up with
Jess.
Ta.

Thank goodness my mate who ran this run too stopped to savour
the perfect conditions. Thanks for the pic Jo xx